Tuesday
cover up
its funny whenever anyone, ANYONE covers nirvana, all of the "cobainclub" must comment.
"NO ONE CAN COVER NIRVANA!"
"you cant cover a grunge band perfectly, they didnt even play perfectly"
"good, but no one can sing this like kurt"
shut the hell up!
haha i like acoustic covers
oh hell i like covers
haha
and this is just my favorite song right now.
Monday
ham&eggs
i cant seem to put together a decent blog, let alone a complete thought.
i havent even really been on the computer for a few days. just a lot of thinking going on and well, thats what blogging is for right? ha.
ive always been a social person, i just like being around people. sometimes. and ive interacted, watched, discussed, everything. and i just cant understand why so many people are unhappy, when happiness is valued so high to them. they do so much to make themselves happy, but always a step further to make someone else happy. sure they know that making someone else happy, especially someone they care about happy, will essentially make themselves happy. simply settling for contentment. and those people who do go for the win to be happy, are ridiculed, looked at as a selfish ass, when in fact its what everyone wishes they could do. yes its great to make other people happy, but this is your life, so shouldnt it be your first priority? its strange how some friends can be so high-maintenance. if someone else isnt happy, thats their burden to bare. they will get there on their own. im not saying to never do anything for someone else, just keep it in perspective. i know im not on to talk about this, but were not talking about me. just remember when we were young, hell even just the last time we were happy. we didnt have a care in the world. running around in the streets was enough. and as each year goes by one more thing we loved, we dont care so much about anymore. nothings ever enough.
on the note of younger, ive been out of school for nearly 2 years and i still have high hopes for the weekends. a routine brought on by school monday through friday. when i did go back to school for a while, i went for two days, and worked the rest. days off were hardly around, and when it happened it was never a weekend. weekdays were slow and relaxing, just the opposite of what i grew up with. and still with the ability to make any day friday, actually my life now everyday is friday, i still wait out the week for friday.
are you commited, or are you involved?
and again random thoughts will always blockout what im trying to say, how im feeling.
i havent even really been on the computer for a few days. just a lot of thinking going on and well, thats what blogging is for right? ha.
ive always been a social person, i just like being around people. sometimes. and ive interacted, watched, discussed, everything. and i just cant understand why so many people are unhappy, when happiness is valued so high to them. they do so much to make themselves happy, but always a step further to make someone else happy. sure they know that making someone else happy, especially someone they care about happy, will essentially make themselves happy. simply settling for contentment. and those people who do go for the win to be happy, are ridiculed, looked at as a selfish ass, when in fact its what everyone wishes they could do. yes its great to make other people happy, but this is your life, so shouldnt it be your first priority? its strange how some friends can be so high-maintenance. if someone else isnt happy, thats their burden to bare. they will get there on their own. im not saying to never do anything for someone else, just keep it in perspective. i know im not on to talk about this, but were not talking about me. just remember when we were young, hell even just the last time we were happy. we didnt have a care in the world. running around in the streets was enough. and as each year goes by one more thing we loved, we dont care so much about anymore. nothings ever enough.
on the note of younger, ive been out of school for nearly 2 years and i still have high hopes for the weekends. a routine brought on by school monday through friday. when i did go back to school for a while, i went for two days, and worked the rest. days off were hardly around, and when it happened it was never a weekend. weekdays were slow and relaxing, just the opposite of what i grew up with. and still with the ability to make any day friday, actually my life now everyday is friday, i still wait out the week for friday.
are you commited, or are you involved?
and again random thoughts will always blockout what im trying to say, how im feeling.
Tuesday
where did the ground go?
i hate that instant when everything just, falls.
and despite anything and everything. you feel so low.
and despite anything and everything. you feel so low.
Monday
reasons
not to drown.
- mollywhoppin in cod4
- finally scare my mother..
- sandwiches.
- scrubs.
- the ever so delightful adventure of kelly rippin danny
- santa cruz nighttime extravaganza
- sandwiches.
- jake<3
- the awesome combo of sunrise, coffee, and a cigarette
- apparently helping other people not to drown.
- my life long goal for a beard
- a good sandwich.
- thats a sad list for someone whos 20 in 21 days.
- bad internet connections.
Sunday
fresh feeling
its like when your completely down and you feel so alone, and you hear a song. it may be a song you have never heard of or maybe one youve heard but never cared for until now because you finally understand what it means. and you listen to it over and over. and it makes you feel better, even being the song is sure hell a sad one. it makes you feel like your not alone and someone, somewhere, knows how you feel. its weird how small the world really can be.
when did the rest of my life start. i feel like i missed the train. or actually i jumped on as soon as i could, injected this poison in my blood, and fell off at the moment i really needed it. its not regression, sure as hell not progress. just im watching the world zoom by and i can only really watch. sometimes i feel i have to much to say for someone who doesnt have to much going on. my words arent validated because of that. i dont know.
i hate zodiac signs and all that. but its really weird how dead on they can be. to who i am and how i would react and how a relationship would be with a certain sign.
i want to post something sort of real, but i cant keep it together long enough to post.
hm.
so lately ive been reading into a lot of philosophy.
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