lawlz

so much to say but ill keep it to this..

havent you said that before.

so i saw This Providence, acoustic. and it was amazing. well they were, the whole show was boring actually. the Academy is.. played for too damn long. but they are better acoustic than regular.


i dont know what to post!
but i feel i should.
so heres an older saved draft

"But because things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

its strange how things work. especially in Tracy.
such a small town, everyone basically knows everyone, well their story. but here, that's all the really matters to them. i have not lived here for my entire life, but i have for the years in your life that you find yourself. i personally love Tracy. its such a small town yet its still possible for people to disappear. its about an hour to two from the beach, the city, the snow, reno, and anything else, basically in the middle of California.(i base my travel times on how danny and jimmy drive) and the simple act of "honk and wave" can really make a day. but this town can also be very, very ugly. streets filled with painted faces and hidden agenda's.

i find it funny that here, someone you hated in elementary school, is your bestfriend in highschool or college, and vice versa. hardly any friendships really stay. and its such a conflicting feeling when you feel like you dont belong in a friendly-familiar environment.

when people talk about the world and how they want to see everything, and about how they are so bored with this town, i think of it in a different way. they want to go and feel how they think the people there feel. im sure they are bored of the town, or city, they live in as well. the differences of living northern california, central valley, south california, and the bay area. another reason why i love this state, and city.