Friday

"when its 630 in the morning..

and i cannot open my eyes this is the only thing that keeps me from wanting to die"


why am i obsessed with religion if i hate it?
why do i melt during love songs if i dont believe love exists?
why do i feel so inadequate to everything in my life?
why must i impress who i dont care about?
why do must i constantly self sabotage my life?
why do i hate everything i once loved?
why am i so self loathing if i love my life?
why am i still up?
why am saying this?
why must i continue to thrive while settled?
why cant i get out of my head!?!?!


i need to shut up

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