Friday

well dont get lonely now.

a sense of longing for the past always takes over me for the slightest reasons. old habits and present mindsets will always knock me down from knowing any sort of direction. and all i really want is someone to be there. someone to be mine. not really a significant other, just someone. and i want just enough money that i can save up and leave for a little time and get back with just the same amount i would if i didnt save it. i want to wake up in a different city, every morning for a little while. i want to slap my past in the face and i want to stop missing things i did and people i knew. for the most part im there and i can honestly say i dont want things back.

my goddamn tax money needs to come.

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