and i swear i never wanted too..

everything's a blur really. im trying to keep posting atleast once.. but ill sit here for hours at blank page.

i dont know what this is but i cant escape it no matter how fast i go.

this really just crept up on me and i just hate myself for how ive been. for who i am sometimes.

"When people don't express themselves, they die one piece at a time."
(thanksjake)

maybe its just running away for so long.


actually i can look at it in a cooler way.
im a vampire.
im not really active and out durring the day.
i live in the night.
and when i look in a mirror i see nothing!
hardyharhar.

ARGHGH I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS