i feel like i have to live up to some sort of expectation.
there's been a bar set in my life, that i feel i'll never be able to reach.
this actually might be normal.
its just some people expect my to have answers to questions that only they can really know. some people expect me to hold so much together for the sake of the family. that i'm supposed to be overall amazing or something.
but really all i can see in the mirror is a broken reflection that's losing meaning in so much.
could it be too much for me to ask to find someone who can answer my questions?
and really i dont have the motivation to look.
the strength to care.
sometimes..
2 comments:
Aaron, to me you are almost perfect the way you are. You only need a job so we can do more shit and a car so I don't have to drive my big ass mother fuckin' truck everywhere.
People are always going to look for other people to answer their questions about anything when they already know, they just want someone to reassure their answer. There is not one person who will always give you the right answers, and if there is, then they are probably the most amazing person in the whole world.
ahahaha i hope everything goes well with home depot
i understand that people will always be in constant search for who they are and an even more reassurance of just who they are.
more so i feel like i constantly have to be that person to so many and i dont necessarily have someone for that..
i dont know.
its only sometimes this thought occurs.
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