Thursday

my fruit cup

"i usually dont like thinking about the future. i mean, lets face it, you cant predict whats going to happen. but sometimes the thing you didnt expect is what you really wanted after all. maybe the best thing to do is stop trying to figure out where your going and enjoy where your at."


again scrubs tends to play the right episodes when needed.


everything i said to you. its the truth. and im really scared.
now is it that im opening up myself to you, or asking for help, i dont know.
i like to keep distance from myself so its easier to get by everyday.
cause everything i once enjoyed, loved, had interest in, is slipping.
and im disgusted at life everyday i wake up.
its hard to honestly admit ive lost, that i hate..

i just cant.

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