burned out in a jar

theres nothing i can say. im trying to be pissed off but it just doesnt come around. and just everything lately is making me sad. its sad that i am alone. its sad to see where i am. its sad to see how far gone you are. its so sad that it does make me angry, but not pissed off. if that makes sense. remember walking around downtown? remember the beach? remember delivering the box? remember who was there. remember sunday? (now i want to listen to that song..) just remember everything and understand why i am sad. disgusted. i cant even say i didnt expect this.

lost ambition?

jaded motivation?

disgust in anger?

no faith.

and its one of those days where the only thing i hold close seems so far away.

where is my hope.

couldnt upload through tumblr.. so HA!

my friends tattoo. SO cool